What is love

What is love 

If I were asked this question a few months ago
I would have said what a crock
I felt it was something I would never know
For upon my heart I had placed a lock
And said a spell to make only one key
So I thought that I was finally through
I figured that no one could get to me 
And I never would have suspected you
In the time that we have been together you given me more than I’ve ever dreamed of
For you have let me be me in every way
You have given me all of your love
And please understand me when words I can’t say
I always thought love was something I could control 
I thought it was just another feeling 
But I’ve learned it is a whole other soul
As it begins in its stealing 
It brought out the honesty in this thief
And all the bad it comes to kill
It turns the winters brown green in every leaf
For against your love I have no will
And now I have learned a whole new rhythm
I thank God for every day that has gone by 
I bask in all this new found wisdom
And for new ways to show my love I’ll try
From this tormented being who had nothing
Thanks for promising you’ll always be here
For now to you I will forever cling
Thanks for showing me that you care
As my heart grows from your loves
And what could your best gift to me be
What’s the perfect gift given of yours
The love that you’ve given to me. 

The Rebirth

The Rebirth

It has  been a long time

Since I last let my light shine

I managed to misplace who I am

But it was for my sins I was d*mned

Since then I’ve forgotten my purpose

So there’s no reason to create such a fuss

I had found serenity in being lost

Now that I remember your life will be the cost

Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

You came and preached of goodness and care

But you found that nothing was there

You just wanted to save my soul

But no one could ever pay that toll

As long as I am your hub

I was the arc angel Beelzebub

 Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

Now I stand more powerful than I ever was

So much sin against your god everyone does

More followers now than I ever dreamed

This is far better than any of my other schemes

So now armageddon arise

See the hate in your eyes

It’ll flow all through your veins

Til you start to like the pains

Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

I am the one you fear

Don’t worry the end is near

All hell be on earth

Pay you for what it’s worth

Forget your martyrology

You will die because of me

Should of listened when I said no

Now you’ve awakened the great diablo

Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

I am the one called called satan

And now I have arisen

Feel your evil deep inside

It’s where the hate abides

I’m coming back for you

The whole world will die when I’m through

I’ll bring you to my level

For I am the devil

Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

For your sins you must pay

Drop to your knees and pray

But prayer may do you no good

You’ve gone further than you thought you could

What if your god doesn’t help you cause you are in too deep

Now your soul is mine to keep

Out of the darkness from which I dwell

It’s too late for repentance you’re going to hell

Start the war I said rebel

Should of never put your god in the devil

Already told you

Already told you

I know I’ve already told you

but I want you to know it’s true

I know you know of my past

You know of my lies but your heart I don’t want to clast

Though it may be hard you’ll just have to trust

I’ll understand if leaving me is what you must

I know that it is hard for you to say these words too

But I can wait for I don’t want to rush you

I was enabled to tell you because I’m sure

I’ve known for a long time and I can’t keep it in anymore

I kept it inside because I thought it would be best

But all it’s ever done is create such a mess

But still I’ve kept it in for far too long

I realize it may not be the same for you and you may want to move on

Please don’t get upset because I can wait it through

And though I’ve already told you… I love you

Liar

LIAR

Somewhere down the line

I lost a friend of mine

They said he’s doing fine

But they were just lying

Cause now he’s gone

Now he’s gone

God took him from this earth

Just like an awful curse

They put him in the dirt

And I can’t stop the hurt

I can’t stop it

Can’t stop it

I can’t get rid of this pain

It’s driving me insane

Standing in this endless rain

As I scream in vain

For he’s left me

He’s left me

Worthless

I look around and what do I see

People who have it worse than me

All of us just sit here and await

Trapped here with our life as the bait

There’s no time to hate

Here as we wait

I’ve wasted this time

It’s all a useless rhyme

Maybe I should’ve brought something to read

But I realize that is not what I need

We all take a look around

We’re just to afraid to make a sound

There’s no time to hate

Here as we wait

I’ve wasted this time

Speaking a useless rhyme

They call out names one by one

But it never seems to get done

Hours well they drag on by

As we sit living a lie

There’s no time to hate

Here as we wait

Wasting all of your time

With a useless rhyme

Finding a way to make it go quick

Some how you forgot that you were sick

Now don’t you think that you’re clever

Yet it still seems to take forever

There’s no time to hate

Here as we wait

Feeling wasted this time

On this useless rhyme

I don’t want to stay here no more

Cause I’ve forgotten what I came for

Just want this to all end

Or is that too much for you to pretend

There’s no time to hate

Here as we wait

Are you wasted this time

Can you understand this rhyme

Just open your eyes to see

The friend that you had in me

I will forever carry this pain

If I were Able then you were Cain

Hope your life turned to a success

Cause you made mine d*mn worthless

Concealed

It’s the truth though it’s hard to believe

It’s even more than my mind could have conceived

Though it sounds strange this is the true

I have fallen in love with you

There’s only one thing that stops me from confessing

The pressure of my friends pressing

On me I can’t handle it it’s just too much

So it is for these reasons I have kept it such a hush

This will be the only medium in which I have ever said

What I feel in my stomach and think in my head

This thing is the  closest to anything I could fear

That is why my friends shall never hear

For I will never tell another living soul

But in some way my affection you have stole

Aside from this no one else knows

And I hope that it never shows

I know that you feel the same for me

But because of things unsaid it will never be

Now time has gone by and I know that it was true

I still feel the same but is it the same for you?

The Truth

There’s nothing else much to say

At first I just thought it was clay

Even though it’s only been a few weeks

We have already walked through the bleak

We have known each other for quite some time

And there are some that might consider this a crime

But if they don’t like what we have done oh well

So let them if they wish to condemn us to hell

Honestly it doesn’t matter I just don’t care

As long as I know that you are there

Then the other night when I told you how I felt

And when you answered the same my heart began to melt

But no sooner could I bring myself to tell you

I guess that I’m just a little afraid too

Although I know there’s no reason to be scared for

But these feelings run down to the core

To those who doubt us it doesn’t matter what you do

For the truth is I love you