Who I am

Who I am
This is what you should know
I’ve seen your rulers come and go
Have been here from the beginning of it all
I’ve taken them on from the biggest too small
I have no feeling
For the lives I’ve been stealing
Caring not for the job I do
Am I myth or am I really true
By now many know the answer
But none live to confer
It may be hard to believe
And I do not mean for you to be deceived
For those of you don’t not know God
Know there is no reason for you to hide
From your birth to now you’re grave you’ve dug deeper
And when the time comes I’ll put you there for I am the Grim Reaper


I will survive

watched the great one fall
would sure that I had heard it all
descried as the world began to go down
t all started in a little town

here they created what is known as the bomb
hen they tried to reconstruct what was called Nam
here will you be able to hide now
hen no one is there on your side anyhow

n this revised world the good gone bad
nsanity stolen from the affectionately mad
nterior flipped now on the exterior
ntrigued by how you have become inferior

iving with nowhere left for you to go
ost in this realm that you used to know
ife seems to have stopped just disappeared
asting through all of what you have ever feared

apsed back Time has fallen into the darkest of days
assitude has set in stopped me of my ways
eaked out from somewhere deep within
egions of evil let your war now begin

oldiers fighting in a never ending battle
ee the bloodshed from the change you rattle
eized this country right out of your hand
eizures have now cost you your dear land

nto you now is laid the burden of shame
nfair treatment and upon you is laid all the blame
nexpected trapped you have no fallback plan
topian-ism a lie that can be created by no man

egrets I only hope that you have none
evolution sweet vengeance now it has begun
uining everything all that was invented by you
evelations that the divulgence has become true

elocity has suddenly just changed direction
etoed your tyranny without your detection
aquero has somehow managed to have lost his herd
erbatim is two sided in case you have not heard

mpressment your philosophy did not work
solated from everything in the shadows you lurk
mmigrated by the world you have lost your name
mpeached you have been taken out of the game

eraciously the hours that you have wept
irtuosity pureness now that seems to be a concept
isitation that you request we shall deny
ariations so many ways for which you could die

arnestly now is all you can do to plead
cstatic we awaited and watch you bleed
ffectuated this has become all of our hell
ffacing us all I have my answer but can you prevail

Trapped in confusion

Symbol of Confusion

Symbol of Confusion (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Trapped in confusion

Got here by a mistake I made

Everything I’ve got has become jade

Going in the direction that I feel is forward

Trying to make a difference but get held down by the horde

Don’t think I ever wanted to change anything

I never tried to be a hero-ling

No different from all of you

Feel hate and pain through and through

But I merely revel in things like this

Speak but no one lists and it dissolves to nothingness

Nothing is spurious it’s all an illusion

Trapped in this clear orderly state of confusion

Up in the mind is where they ravish me

Increase suffering strip away reality

Forever trusting not knowing on my own

No reason no love just here to adorn

Down to rest my feeling I have laid

For some reason they just won’t fade

Pieces of me dying so I can stay alive

Always straightforward always in a jive

Killing the pain but only killing the man

Truly ad nauseam in the healthiest ad rem

Adoed admonition is truly an opus

Sounding salutary yet it is only adscititious

Intuition tells me to be mad still I smile

Humanity’s just a dream it’s all to vile

Cheer me up and always let me down

Forever searching for true adytum

Holding me down only hurting you

Fearing what you do not know killing Milieu

Ensconcing aesthesia from the aesthete

Too long you have done this treacherous feat

Broken state of mind under epimorphosis

Finding a way to escape with adroitness

Cessation will never arrive truly vertigo

Living eternity alone ner friend nor foe

Comprehend the words I’ve written without dis conception

Written in this is all of my erudition

Killed by my will not by my staff

Tis what I want written on my epitaph


Insane (2013 video game)

Insane (2013 video game) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


There aren’t enough thoughts

But there are too many faults

I think I’m going insane

Can’t you stop the pain

I can’t stop what I can not control

No longer do I have a caring soul

What have I gotten myself into

Don’t let it happen to you

Love me hate me shape me rape me take me make me you

I’ll create it destroy it care for it abuse it too

I know you know we know they know that it just wont show

Be free look and see try and fly just die hold on you turn me on then you go

I no longer can see

This world like it used to be

I live to die and I die to live

I don’t want it I want to give

Back to you what you gave

Because I’m on a new rave

No longer can I be

What you ask of me

Armageddon is near

Believe I might have brought it here

You took away my gun

Look at what you have done

Why can’t you leave me alone

Because pretty soon I’ll be gone

I’ll take away the same

You are driving me insane


Wanna Be

Question, were should I start
This one is going to hit close to your heart
You and your hypocrite ways
And your promises of better days
I guess I’ll give it to you
You had me without a clue
What I did, you contradict
You taught how to be perfect
Well that’s what I wanna be
Can’t you make into me
Teach me of your humanity
Come on strip of my insanity
Civilization rendered so many walls
Man made to many laws
You wanted me as your robot
Change me, take your best shot
Teach me of what is “Right”
Push me up to win your fight
Anger me up to see what I’ll do
Breed me to make me more like you

Feel your judgment passed
Your new power you can barely grasp
But somewhere it all went wrong
Taught me so much I learned to think on my own
My own concepts and beliefs I’ve styled
So now you labeled me as Belial
All that time I thought it was me
But you are the wanna be
Everything you built is based on sod
But there is only one god
Now it’s all clear to me
You’ll never become it, you’re just a wanna be

The Evil

The Evil

You want to be like, want to be like me
But the one you try, the one you try to hurt is me
Hurt me I won’t feel, I won’t feel a thing
All I ever wanted to, wanted to be was the king

You criticize me, but I am you.
You see I can play this game, too
Kick me when I’m down, kick me more
You do my deeds with no mind for what’s in store

It’s my ways that you are not supposed to follow
I am the lump in your throat that you can’t swallow
I am the voice in your head, the one that you can’t control
I am the one who wants you dead, the one that wants your soul

I have become you and without me you can never be whole
And with time, my wrath will take its toll
You can’t kill me so your attempts are feeble
I am he who wants it all, for I am the evil

I want you to look into my eyes, and they will gain your trust
But behind them are lies that I must
Use to change you, and use to deceive, too
I use them to be, to become one with you

I’m the pain inside, the pain inside that makes you kill
I’m the one that, the one that you can’t feel
Blinded by your rage, I’m your only optical
Who’s to say the things you do are immoral

Hate is the only, the only weapon I can use
But I swear, I swear I’ll be nice if my ways you choose
It’s just you, just you and your body I want to abuse
For I am the evil, so no matter what way you go you’ll lose

Lying, cheating, and death are mine, all my things
Still want to be like me, for sorrow is all it will bring
Nothing good will come, will ever come from me
Please open your eyes, open your eyes can’t you see

I want you to, I want you to be a big man
Come on bring it bring it on like I know you can
Do what you got to, do what you got to do, I want frown
Step up, step up to me, and I’ll put you down