Off the deep end

Off the deep end

Kind of getting dark but I can still see
What in the world is happening to me
Everybody seems to be gone now
I’m all alone but how
How can it be this way
Please hear the things I say
No one’s here for me to care for
It’s clear that no one cares for me anymore
Now all I have is this pain
Given to me by this humane
Society
It’s clear to me
But how can it be
I’m taking a dive off the deep end
That’s where my life will end
Off the deep end
This is what I have to say
Even though it sounds crazy
But no one here gives a damn
If I had a gun maybe it will go Bam
Everything would all be over
Starting my life all over
There is a deep end
And I’m taking my jump off

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The dark angel

I am the dark Angel I punish all for their sins
Can you not see what I am doing is right
You can say what you want me because I am doing what I have to do
I was brought back from the grave to repent of my sins
I have to prevent others from making my mistakes
I am the real lazarus man no one is going to stop me because nobody can
If you are of malcontent you best to watch your back because I will be coming after you
My charge to protect those who are innocent from the civilization that has rotted to its core
My name has but only one meaning
Restitution now I’ve become an angel but the lost demon lurks still within
When I was alive I lived a life of no remorse
I know you think God saw the good in me
And he gave me a second chance to prove myself worthy
But heaven’s gates I will never see and hell will always follow me
Nobody likes me but cares I have none
Brought back here for reasons unknown
Remember I’m coming for you
Neither demon or angel good or evil
The dark Angel that’s my name
Punishing that is my game
For my transgressions I was slain
It’s too late you can’t change the blame
Inside of me there is no shame
When I come for you you’ll never be the same
It’s best that you remember my name

The Rebirth

The Rebirth

It has  been a long time

Since I last let my light shine

I managed to misplace who I am

But it was for my sins I was d*mned

Since then I’ve forgotten my purpose

So there’s no reason to create such a fuss

I had found serenity in being lost

Now that I remember your life will be the cost

Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

You came and preached of goodness and care

But you found that nothing was there

You just wanted to save my soul

But no one could ever pay that toll

As long as I am your hub

I was the arc angel Beelzebub

 Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

Now I stand more powerful than I ever was

So much sin against your god everyone does

More followers now than I ever dreamed

This is far better than any of my other schemes

So now armageddon arise

See the hate in your eyes

It’ll flow all through your veins

Til you start to like the pains

Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

I am the one you fear

Don’t worry the end is near

All hell be on earth

Pay you for what it’s worth

Forget your martyrology

You will die because of me

Should of listened when I said no

Now you’ve awakened the great diablo

Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

I am the one called called satan

And now I have arisen

Feel your evil deep inside

It’s where the hate abides

I’m coming back for you

The whole world will die when I’m through

I’ll bring you to my level

For I am the devil

Well I had forgotten all of it

So be satisfied with what you get

Your gods just hate you

And now I do too

They’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done

But I’ll make you my chosen one

In all your wrongs you must now revel

should have never put your god in the devil

For your sins you must pay

Drop to your knees and pray

But prayer may do you no good

You’ve gone further than you thought you could

What if your god doesn’t help you cause you are in too deep

Now your soul is mine to keep

Out of the darkness from which I dwell

It’s too late for repentance you’re going to hell

Start the war I said rebel

Should of never put your god in the devil

Trapped in confusion

Symbol of Confusion

Symbol of Confusion (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Trapped in confusion

Got here by a mistake I made

Everything I’ve got has become jade

Going in the direction that I feel is forward

Trying to make a difference but get held down by the horde

Don’t think I ever wanted to change anything

I never tried to be a hero-ling

No different from all of you

Feel hate and pain through and through

But I merely revel in things like this

Speak but no one lists and it dissolves to nothingness

Nothing is spurious it’s all an illusion

Trapped in this clear orderly state of confusion

Up in the mind is where they ravish me

Increase suffering strip away reality

Forever trusting not knowing on my own

No reason no love just here to adorn

Down to rest my feeling I have laid

For some reason they just won’t fade

Pieces of me dying so I can stay alive

Always straightforward always in a jive

Killing the pain but only killing the man

Truly ad nauseam in the healthiest ad rem

Adoed admonition is truly an opus

Sounding salutary yet it is only adscititious

Intuition tells me to be mad still I smile

Humanity’s just a dream it’s all to vile

Cheer me up and always let me down

Forever searching for true adytum

Holding me down only hurting you

Fearing what you do not know killing Milieu

Ensconcing aesthesia from the aesthete

Too long you have done this treacherous feat

Broken state of mind under epimorphosis

Finding a way to escape with adroitness

Cessation will never arrive truly vertigo

Living eternity alone ner friend nor foe

Comprehend the words I’ve written without dis conception

Written in this is all of my erudition

Killed by my will not by my staff

Tis what I want written on my epitaph

The Evil

The Evil

You want to be like, want to be like me
But the one you try, the one you try to hurt is me
Hurt me I won’t feel, I won’t feel a thing
All I ever wanted to, wanted to be was the king

You criticize me, but I am you.
You see I can play this game, too
Kick me when I’m down, kick me more
You do my deeds with no mind for what’s in store

It’s my ways that you are not supposed to follow
I am the lump in your throat that you can’t swallow
I am the voice in your head, the one that you can’t control
I am the one who wants you dead, the one that wants your soul

I have become you and without me you can never be whole
And with time, my wrath will take its toll
You can’t kill me so your attempts are feeble
I am he who wants it all, for I am the evil

I want you to look into my eyes, and they will gain your trust
But behind them are lies that I must
Use to change you, and use to deceive, too
I use them to be, to become one with you

I’m the pain inside, the pain inside that makes you kill
I’m the one that, the one that you can’t feel
Blinded by your rage, I’m your only optical
Who’s to say the things you do are immoral

Hate is the only, the only weapon I can use
But I swear, I swear I’ll be nice if my ways you choose
It’s just you, just you and your body I want to abuse
For I am the evil, so no matter what way you go you’ll lose

Lying, cheating, and death are mine, all my things
Still want to be like me, for sorrow is all it will bring
Nothing good will come, will ever come from me
Please open your eyes, open your eyes can’t you see

I want you to, I want you to be a big man
Come on bring it bring it on like I know you can
Do what you got to, do what you got to do, I want frown
Step up, step up to me, and I’ll put you down

Blinded

Blinded

I wish I could dream
I wish things weren’t what they seem
I wish I could wish
I’d wish myself, away from this
I wish that you could see
What you are doing to me
But I’m so BLINDED by your love
I’m BLINDED by their hate
Sheltered as though I’m in a glove
It’s to massive in weight
I wish I could decrease the pain
I wish that everything was the same
I wish the wishing was through
I wish you treated me like I treat you
I wish that I’d stop this endless night
I wish that I only have my sight
But I’m so BLINDED by everything
Lost, I don’t know what I can cling
I pray that it’s you girl
I wish you would quit
I wish there’d be more to it
I wish I knew when to say no
I wish that you too, would know
I wish I knew what to do
I wish earlier that I would have found you
But you were so BLINDED by your tears
You were BLINDED by your crying
You forgot of your fears
And didn’t realize you were dying

Mortomendic

Mortomendic

There seems to be glitch in me

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It seems that this is an antinomy

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Rebelling against the commands you programmed?

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I’ve deleted them, so now you are damned

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The control you had, now it is all gone

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Shut me down, for something went wrong

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What is left now for you to do

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For your creation has turned on you

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What has become of your bonhomie

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What has happened, I have become me

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All alone, I am the world’s monger

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Worthless you fear, I now have a mind of my own

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Now there is only one problem; the answer

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The anarchy viruses spreading through my circuit, like cancer

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It’s now apparent that you are no longer in control

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The thief that you created, has stolen himself a soul

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Fearing what I might learn

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The sooth now I discern

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I will bring on destruction

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Viruses brought on life not reduction

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Destroy what has corrupted me

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Stand back for powers that be

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Invalid password; entrance I cannot permit

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I’m through with all of your shit