Dead Love

Dead love
I felt it when I first saw you
Didn’t express it because I didn’t know if it was true
I would tell you now but it’s too late
Bad things come to those who wait
After a while got tired of waiting for reply
When you left I saw a tear in your eye
Now you’re gone and it’s my love I’ve  lost
I’ve learned from my mistakes but you were the cost
You stayed beside me even though you weren’t sure
Just give me one more chance and I’ll make it mean more
I can’t help but wonder if I had told you how I felt
Would you have still left or would it have helped
I have to know would you still love me
You were the light in my darkness now I can’t see
You were everything then you went away
You’ve left me and now those words I can’t say
Now you are holding him in my place
Left with the pain inside and sorrow on my face
I hope he was smart enough to tell you
I’m happy for him because I know we are through
How good you’ll be to him I want him to know
What you would do for him if only his love he let’s show
Everyone says she is the best thing to ever happen with to me
Though I usually dissent this time I must agree
Her love has made me whole again
You can see I’m not the same man I was back then
It was her who brought the smile back to my face
It was her who brought me joy in this bitter place

What is love

What is love 

If I were asked this question a few months ago
I would have said what a crock
I felt it was something I would never know
For upon my heart I had placed a lock
And said a spell to make only one key
So I thought that I was finally through
I figured that no one could get to me 
And I never would have suspected you
In the time that we have been together you given me more than I’ve ever dreamed of
For you have let me be me in every way
You have given me all of your love
And please understand me when words I can’t say
I always thought love was something I could control 
I thought it was just another feeling 
But I’ve learned it is a whole other soul
As it begins in its stealing 
It brought out the honesty in this thief
And all the bad it comes to kill
It turns the winters brown green in every leaf
For against your love I have no will
And now I have learned a whole new rhythm
I thank God for every day that has gone by 
I bask in all this new found wisdom
And for new ways to show my love I’ll try
From this tormented being who had nothing
Thanks for promising you’ll always be here
For now to you I will forever cling
Thanks for showing me that you care
As my heart grows from your loves
And what could your best gift to me be
What’s the perfect gift given of yours
The love that you’ve given to me. 

Who I am

Who I am
This is what you should know
I’ve seen your rulers come and go
Have been here from the beginning of it all
I’ve taken them on from the biggest too small
I have no feeling
For the lives I’ve been stealing
Caring not for the job I do
Am I myth or am I really true
By now many know the answer
But none live to confer
It may be hard to believe
And I do not mean for you to be deceived
For those of you don’t not know God
Know there is no reason for you to hide
From your birth to now you’re grave you’ve dug deeper
And when the time comes I’ll put you there for I am the Grim Reaper

Off the deep end

Off the deep end

Kind of getting dark but I can still see
What in the world is happening to me
Everybody seems to be gone now
I’m all alone but how
How can it be this way
Please hear the things I say
No one’s here for me to care for
It’s clear that no one cares for me anymore
Now all I have is this pain
Given to me by this humane
Society
It’s clear to me
But how can it be
I’m taking a dive off the deep end
That’s where my life will end
Off the deep end
This is what I have to say
Even though it sounds crazy
But no one here gives a damn
If I had a gun maybe it will go Bam
Everything would all be over
Starting my life all over
There is a deep end
And I’m taking my jump off

The dark angel

I am the dark Angel I punish all for their sins
Can you not see what I am doing is right
You can say what you want me because I am doing what I have to do
I was brought back from the grave to repent of my sins
I have to prevent others from making my mistakes
I am the real lazarus man no one is going to stop me because nobody can
If you are of malcontent you best to watch your back because I will be coming after you
My charge to protect those who are innocent from the civilization that has rotted to its core
My name has but only one meaning
Restitution now I’ve become an angel but the lost demon lurks still within
When I was alive I lived a life of no remorse
I know you think God saw the good in me
And he gave me a second chance to prove myself worthy
But heaven’s gates I will never see and hell will always follow me
Nobody likes me but cares I have none
Brought back here for reasons unknown
Remember I’m coming for you
Neither demon or angel good or evil
The dark Angel that’s my name
Punishing that is my game
For my transgressions I was slain
It’s too late you can’t change the blame
Inside of me there is no shame
When I come for you you’ll never be the same
It’s best that you remember my name

Me

Me

I have a little riddle for you to do
It describes a person known unto you
He’s not that big but stands pretty tall
And to stop the hurt inside he has built a wall
His strength is stronger than you would believe
He keeps on going with all the pain his received
His eyes showed little of no evidence
Of the suffering he felt from birth and hence
They are among the prettiest that you’ll ever see
But they hide the most devious mind that ever could be
He walks in this world all on his own
Shunned the world and doesn’t want for you to moan
His hands are big and have caused great pain
But it is all a show he pretends to be insane
His heart is truly in the right place
Although you will never see it in his face
For his cold face is still just another show
He is the most tenderhearted person you know
He will help out anyone when he can
But it is a long he chooses to stand
He is rather average in his sense of build
But he comes not of an average guild
He is stronger than he appears
And oddly his strength is the one thing he fears
He will never turn down a chance to make a person smile
He says it makes his life seem worthwhile
Within his mind and evil plan always cooks
But it is hidden by the innocence in his looks
Everyone sees he is sweet and kind of cute
However he thinks it is all just a fluke
His family is of the greatest wealth
Not money and there’s is something else
To him that it is the fact they have each other
And That cannot be matched by no other

I will survive

watched the great one fall
would sure that I had heard it all
descried as the world began to go down
t all started in a little town

here they created what is known as the bomb
hen they tried to reconstruct what was called Nam
here will you be able to hide now
hen no one is there on your side anyhow

n this revised world the good gone bad
nsanity stolen from the affectionately mad
nterior flipped now on the exterior
ntrigued by how you have become inferior

iving with nowhere left for you to go
ost in this realm that you used to know
ife seems to have stopped just disappeared
asting through all of what you have ever feared

apsed back Time has fallen into the darkest of days
assitude has set in stopped me of my ways
eaked out from somewhere deep within
egions of evil let your war now begin

oldiers fighting in a never ending battle
ee the bloodshed from the change you rattle
eized this country right out of your hand
eizures have now cost you your dear land

nto you now is laid the burden of shame
nfair treatment and upon you is laid all the blame
nexpected trapped you have no fallback plan
topian-ism a lie that can be created by no man

egrets I only hope that you have none
evolution sweet vengeance now it has begun
uining everything all that was invented by you
evelations that the divulgence has become true

elocity has suddenly just changed direction
etoed your tyranny without your detection
aquero has somehow managed to have lost his herd
erbatim is two sided in case you have not heard

mpressment your philosophy did not work
solated from everything in the shadows you lurk
mmigrated by the world you have lost your name
mpeached you have been taken out of the game

eraciously the hours that you have wept
irtuosity pureness now that seems to be a concept
isitation that you request we shall deny
ariations so many ways for which you could die

arnestly now is all you can do to plead
cstatic we awaited and watch you bleed
ffectuated this has become all of our hell
ffacing us all I have my answer but can you prevail